尋日佢知道我同peggy 出去ga,佢10:30打比我,oeggy 都有同佢講過ga,點知佢2:00打比我,問我o係邊,我同佢講我返緊home, 之後佢話咁無野la, 就收左線,之後仲熄埋電話,搵唔到喇,到今朝7:00我打過比佢,無人聽,1:30我send msg比佢，叫佢起身要ｃａｌｌ　我，點知我搵左佢成日都唔見人，無開過電話，我都唔知係佢嬲我丫．．．定係佢有ｄ野，我可以做ｄ乜呀．．．無野可以做呀，今日覺得好累．．．．唔想成日都係咁．．．．

而家只係好擔心佢唔知仲乜，好怕佢有事，但打詔去佢ｈｏｍｅ，　無人聽，我記得佢今日好似同屋企人ｄｉｎｎｅｒ　ｃｅｌｅｂｒａｔｅ　ｍｏｔｈｅｒ’ｓ　ｄａｙ～

唔諗喇，算ｌａ～我可以做ｏ既都做晒ｌａ～

我地對大家都唔信任,造成左好多問題, 我唔開心, 就同我地介紹人講,因為佢清楚佢o既性格,我應我曾經有一刻諗到男朋友好衰,點知佢地同我bf 講左,佢好嬲,話左我一輪, 之後就唔聽我電話,我又msn, msg , voicemail 咁, 仲乜都做晒,仲好傻咁o係條街度cry, 好似唔知為乜咁,有時都好想give up ~

到第2朝,我打比佢睇下佢有無返工,點知佢未訓甦醒,但有聽我call,我同佢講我今日放工會去搵佢...佢話到時先law, 咁我話唔好嬲我law,到3:30我call 佢,佢叫我去fanling搵佢，咁我一到５：４５即走ｌａ，一路都無打比佢，　佢就６：３０打ｏ黎問我ｏ係邊ｌａｗ，７：１０再問我到未，好ｌａ，　我地見到喇，　就去ｆａｎｌｉｎｇ　拎車，　大家ｏ係車度都唔講野，佢問我有乜要同佢傾，我話無ｌａ，最後我同佢講左我ｏ既ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ，　我想大家點ｌａｗ，之後就同佢玩ｌａｗ，最後我都ｔｕｍ　返掂佢．．．仲好好笑ｔｉｍ，　我地ｏ係ｂｕｓ　度笑到死，我好似傻左咁～

好似有太多隱瞞....好唔開心, 但佢又唔知,又唔明,我同左幾個朋友講,有d話我太sensitive, 叫我take it easy,咁佢尋日去飲酒,唔同我去,咁我咪唔理佢law, 同朋友做完gym, dinner 完唔打比佢咪返home msn law,我諗你要走....點都會走,所以唔好咁care~所以whole nite 都唔搵佢,佢一定覺得好出奇,點解我會唔搵佢ma,佢到12:00 就打比我問我o係邊,話玩多一陣返home, 再call 我, 到2:30佢打比我話飲到wingwing 地,而家返home,叫我同佢傾law,又同我講左好多野,話我wear glasses靚d wor~叫我以後都wear, 我唔肯,我話佢...我wear 左ugly d 佢會安心d,佢問我咁會唔會wear,我話唔會law,最憎~

佢尋日同我講話佢d朋友marry 晒,問我有無諗過..我同佢講唔好玩la,佢問乜我唔想咩?佢又話好想攬住我....都唔知佢點

佢o黎我home居然熄電話????好有問題呀,我好懷疑呀, 佢仲要睇戲明明話同一男一女睇, 點知同左3個男仔睇,點解唔一早話我知丫,唉....我都唔知好唔好信佢好,我好唔開心, 好想分手, 有d朋友就話叫我relax d, 唔好咁緊張,話我太sensitive,
到返到home, 我都唔想同佢sleep, 咪自己走出去law,佢又追住我喎,真係激死....佢都唔知係唔係care 我ga~

問佢同d女仔點,佢話係朋友law, 仲要話我都好多朋友la,點會咁講野ga~

今日佢o黎接我放工,其實我好唔想同佢去街, 因為好累同見左2日, 想rest, 點知佢已經出緊o黎,咁唯有一齊dinner  la,咁見到佢我都好累無乜講野喇~同埋都同佢講左我比媽媽話完, 心情唔好, 但佢唔覺得媽媽話我果d係d乜,keep住咁笑我....咁我咪唔出聲law, 佢就講電話同msn 喇,then 就話走喇,返home,咁我咪走law, 一支箭咁行去bus stop,點知佢停左o係度,咁我咪同人講電話calm down 下先, then去搵返佢，點知佢話我．．．你唔係走ｇａ　咩，仲乜行返ｏ黎ｊｅｉ，　走得咁快，咁ｌｉｋｅ　走，咪走ｌａｗ，使乜返ｏ黎搵我？果一刻好無奈，咁都要ａｒｇｕｅ，唔係呀？佢行左去我咪跟住佢ｌａｗ，點知佢問我仲乜痴住佢，果一刻好ｈｕｒｔ，原來係我痴住佢，好心痛，我ｒｅｐｅａｔ　咁問佢想點，係咪唔想見我，要我走，佢又唔答，咁我咪走ｌａｗ，點知好型咁行錯路，一轉身就見到佢等緊我，咁我咪行返去ｌａｗ，同佢傾左一陣，我地就返ｈｏｍｅ　ｄｉｎｎｅｒ　喇，其間佢有ｔｕｍ　我，問我係唔係好想睇十分愛，而家去睇，我話你唔ｌｉｋｅ睇就唔好睇~

前一晚我朋友生日, 大家一齊去sing k, 飲到好醉呀個個都,哈哈,但好耐無試過lu,到第2朝佢返左home, 下午5:00我地再出去遊車河,哈哈
尋日好romantic ga, 我地去左行大埔海濱公園,果度好大,好comfortable,行左30 mins la,之後就去食野lu~
點知一泊好車, 佢媽媽搵佢, 去家姐度拎野,咁樣我地就見面喇, ok丫,都有講下野咁,幾nice 呀~但好好笑,媽媽成日哦佢~

我地之後都唔知去左邊到遊車河就走左lu,佢車我返home~
我地傾左一陣咁la~
都好開心~

佢無聽4hrs 電話後......終於12:45 打返比我.....講左2句....到第2朝...打比我叫我起身,到夜晚,到係打左幾次都無人聽,之後send msg 比佢話佢知落緊雨但我o係條街等緊佢,佢即刻打比我話我知佢o係邊....到我bbq 再call 佢,又係唔聽,我用peggy 電話call 佢,佢即刻聽....果一刻我都唔知講乜好...問佢點解要咁....佢又唔講野,我再問佢係唔係去我度,佢話half hour 之後去搵我,好la,佢真係到左...我都好開心, 覺得佢都好緊我咁,我地之後去sing k, 我其實好唔開心, 唉...我都唔知點好....
到今日(25/4),我同hei o係msn 傾左好耐,佢話我一定比佢食住.....成個msnｍｓｇ　阿祺都睇到ｇａ，我都有ｓｅｎｄ　ｍｓｇ　同佢講我唔知可以點做，好心淡，真係唔識再去面對佢，唔知仲點可以一齊．．．

之後我ｓｈｏｗｅｒ　完，果時佢睇晒ｄ　ｍｓｇ．．．．我同ｈｅｉ　果ｄ佢都睇晒，佢就好緊張咁話要幫我吹ｈａｉｒ．．．．之後佢仲話叫我唔好咁無信心，唉，．．．我覺得佢見到我就咁講ｌａｗ，　到見唔到就唔係咁ｌａｗ．．．．
我都唔知點好．．．但佢唔ｌｉｋｅ　ｈｅｉ　呀，成日問我佢ｄ野，問我佢係唔係ｈａｎｄｓｏｍｅ．．．．
今日佢送到我返ｈｏｍｅ，　我地一齊ｄｉｎｎｅｒ，媽媽好似知道一ｄ　野ｌｕ，我唔會講ｌａｗ，好唔ｓｔａｂｌｅ　呀．．．

我同佢講得好ｃｌｅａｒ　我想佢點，大家都ａｇｒｅｅ　左唔會再咁絕大家．．．但係．．．
我頭先又搵唔到佢ｌｕ
佢話自己ｓｈｏｗｅｒ　緊

尋日放工約左hei dinner, 佢同gf 唔開心, 咁我地諗住飲野ma,但我同詔bf 講,佢唔比, 話個男仔會多手喎,哈哈,咁我咪同佢講only dinner law, 哈哈,食完咪上去飲一陣la,點知佢打o黎,果時我剛落左去買野,點知佢叫我要走,唔比我去飲,咁我咪話咁我拎完bag call 佢law,點知上到去無耐佢打o黎問我走未,我話走喇,落到去打比佢,佢話唔得law,等我離開左sin 得...唉...好無奈要即走,幾唔好意思呀,個朋友今日msn仲話唔想如我講野tim

我都不知講左幾耐佢先唔嬲呀,乜都講晒,佢話我做乜都唔同佢講law,咁樣點再信我喎,>_<,到好返d 我地講電話時佢話想換law< 咁arm 我都想,佢就話換情侶電話呀,哈哈,好嘔呀,佢就話講果個都未嘔,但都好sweet o既~哈哈

今日我地講左好多野,哈哈,我仲叫佢起身,不過佢訓返,哈哈,

到下午我地個介紹人online,我咪問下佢究竟我bf 同佢ex 而家點law,同埋我地無諗住咁快比佢地知ma,咁我朋友問我地係唔係一齊,我就話我bf 唔同佢ex攪清楚都唔會開始law~

點知我bf 5:15打比我,把聲好衰咁,又唔多講野,之後問我覺得佢同佢gf 點,我話一定要答呀,佢話係...咁我話我o係公司,放工call 佢
所以即刻做晒d野,5:45走人, 諗住去搵佢ma,拎towel 同drinks 比佢la,打比佢同佢講番佢gf d 野, 我話只係唔想咁快比佢地知先咁講,咁我再話當然你同你ex 講清楚會又好,我更放心,但我都明佢唔想hurt 佢,所以我唔會迫佢,但要佢証明比我睇我無choose 錯佢~

唔知幾多點,佢msn 問我究竟係唔係佢gf,我都唔知回答,又係佢話大家了解下先,咁我咪話我都唔知,點知佢就有d唔開心,finally,我地都係一齊左,哈哈

我地日日講電話,但佢成日唔講野,成日諗好多野~都唔知佢點~佢話佢gf 成日send msg 比佢,佢問我佢點做好,我就話就算我唔係佢gf 都會咁講,唔好回佢o既msg,唔好理佢o既野,因為一理佢就會以為有希望,唔好比錯覺佢,then 佢同我講佢識我點做~

我就話好呀~